25 September 2006
spotted
ok, mummy is officially on her plane to Jeddah
all my best prayers to you mum,
have fun, have peace, enjoy ur umrah
all of us will be waiting fer ur return
*hugs*
Yxoxo luvs
9:56 PM
24 September 2006
spotted
1st Announcement
mummy is leaving for umrah tomorow(25th sept)
flight is at 7.30pm
she'll be gone for a good 15 days
take care mum, i noe u can u iron-maiden mum
oohh, im soo gona miss her cooking
now, i must cekik my maid's food.. *yikes!
2nd Announcement
Hady was sooo Mr Cool + yumyum
people, vote him tau
let him be our Next SG!
*muacks
3rd Announcement
Selamat berpuasa everyone
and Nanz, thanx fer dat wee-wake-up msg
da bgn.. dunt wori
anihooooooooos
yok g kampong glam!
--------------------2 d berfdae gerl-------------------
happy 5th lil-berfdae dina
aahh.. she's so enjoing her presents and her princess cake
Yxoxo luvs
11:48 PM
22 September 2006
spotted
Go head
be bold
with it
*serious booty-shakin to sexy back*
anihoos
parliament house was so nice at dawn
wit its pink! interior.. oohh wateva its called
soccer was blastin wit 3-0 win
goooo SembPrison! *clapclap*
but sooo panas larr
my red was super-terang dat day
thanx mr sun for giving me tat chance to show off
*chuckles*
and yes yes, Im luving my hair alot more larr
nanz, fasterfaster larr
ooooo.. some pix to share with all
and can i add, im soo luvin my cammy too!
*total yaynessssssss
like wat I used to desc dat 2nd pic
Ayim is like a passing-by cam-ghost
kan kan...??
Yxoxo luvs
1:36 AM
18 September 2006
spotted
and it's sooo true horr...
Yxoxo luvs
9:52 PM
17 September 2006
spotted
... it became our song again
Wen I'm feelin blue,
all I have to do is take a look at you,
then I'm not so blue
When you're close to me,
I can hear your heartbeat
I can hear your breathin' near my ear
Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me
Got a groovy kind of love,
We gotta groovy kind of love
Anytime you want to you can turn me onto
Anything you want to, anytime at all
When I kiss your lips, ooh I start to shiver
Can't control the quivering inside
When I'm in your arms, nothing seems to matter
My whole world could shatter, I don't care
Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me
Got a groovy kind of love
Yxoxo luvs
10:12 PM
If I give you a dozen roses
and you ask why there are no thorns,
I would just smile,
showing my bleeding hands and say,
"I took them away so you won't get hurt.."
pssst... its our 26 mths
luv you luv you luv you luv you
luv you luv you luv you luv you
i do get all sappy at times of desperate excited TLC
Yxoxo luvs
1:20 AM
16 September 2006
spotted
overwhelming excitement I cant describe
I cant wait to sit behind my own wheels
... dat black jeep wic I dream of
one fine day ok..
for now, I must muster up all my confidence
and go thru all d obstacles
and No, Im not having tat setback animore
so future instructors, watch me as I drive
yeeehaaaaar
ok ok, yet to enrol but hey,
I have a good feeling abt it lar
and.. bf wans to pay fer d car
now, dats a good bargain I cant reject
*evil grin*
------------on a sad note------------
Ive told you wat I know abt ur past
Ive been clean abt it
but, I have dis tinge feeling in me
wic I cant bring myself to tell you yet
til I confirm again
Matters of the heart or personal affairs
I cant joke about
Nor can I be uncertain
so, I will try my best to dig
til den, do your part
and yes Jz, pray hard tat you can break tat curse
coz I believe in determination and hard work
if God's willing..
Insya'allah
Yxoxo luvs
3:20 AM
15 September 2006
spotted
finally
mummy relented and..
Ive officially owned a
Cybershot cam!
woohoooo
yesyes, im so elated, happy, excited
and yesyes, more snipsnips to come
so gfs of luv, cam-whoring is ultimate now
Yxoxo luvs
4:27 PM
13 September 2006
spotted
he asked me to stand properly
wit arms by my side
and eyes closed
and not to be scared
sumting he wanted to do
but not to show his nice-ness
nor being mean
and...
he hugged me tite
told me to hug him tite
and let out all
he knew i was holding back all dis time
I know wen ure too quiet and cant talk
U just wana tell me by crying
and I understand it all
coz dats wat I learnt abt you thru dis 2yrs being wit you
those words mean a lot to me
Yxoxo luvs
2:27 AM
12 September 2006
spotted
he said
"ive been sick for the last two days.."
i said
"wat happened?"
he said
"i got fever, cough n breathing difficulty.."
i said
"oh.. den tkcr of urself dis two off-days.."
but deep deep deeeep down in my heart
"you deserved it all...!"
hey, im stil in a fit of anger ok
anger wic I cant let known to him
but then again,
dunt u just hv to agree wit me
dat he totally deserve it
tis wat I call
R E T R I B U T I O N
*evil luffs*
and yes, im stil freakingly frantic
Yxoxo luvs
12:52 AM
11 September 2006
spotted
as much as Im trying to b strong
as much as Im trying to b cool
as much as Im trying to forget
as much as Im trying to contain
as much as Im trying to swallow
as much as Im trying to b quiet
Im freaking out
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Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu
Darimu...
Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku...
Kau lah cinta sejati
yes i sound pathetic
but im really freaking out
Yxoxo luvs
10:37 PM
10 September 2006
spotted
Yet another weekend
w a s t e d
tsktsk Hey, I cant help it if my weeky sucks rite
and my mood was all mumbo-jumbo inside
in my head rite thru my skull
gosh, im frail now
Normal talking mode is not on yet
Normal smses neither
Much less mit-ups
Naah Can I just continue joking abt all dis shit?
Been trying to lighten up my life
make me feel less suffocated
My lungs are obviously heavy and stucked now
So I guess, nid to pump out the
excess not-needed air?
hurhur Eyes are no longer watery, thank God for tat
but
Im soo freaking pissed
Like I posted earlier earlier,
words will only fall on deaf ears
and I wudnt want to waste my words on tat
too frail, so i shud conserve my inner Qi
so once again, yet another wasted torrents,
and once again, its better left unsaid
ssshhhIm not a good whiner
and I cant even paint my weeky RED
Yxoxo luvs
10:44 PM
07 September 2006
spotted
it all happened while im fast asleeep
niecey Dina is totally psyched wit my cammy-hp
even she posed a few shots of herself
she is d one wit her original famous tagline
"let's walk, dress and pose like ladies"
wic ladies = supermodels
her pink frilly dress, her hair-clip and her tiktok shoes
yah.. she's pure vain
and she's only 5!
and take at her new hair-masterpiece
dis she kol "d 8 clips in a row"..
i luuk kinda cuuuteee
hurhur
wat can I say..
she's my clever makcik-kepo niecey afterall
Yxoxo luvs
5:35 PM
06 September 2006
spotted
whhoooop! --------------------------
heartfelt words,
meaningless,
fall on deaf ears,
its better left unspoken
sshhh..
Yxoxo luvs
9:16 PM
you just dunt realise how much you mean to me,
you just dunt realise how much I love you,
you just dunt realise how wonderful you are in my life,
you just dunt realise how deep my heart feels for you,
but still,
you just dunt realise
how much pain you've put me thru..
Yxoxo luvs
3:14 AM
apakah yang harus aku lakukan
tuk menarik perhatianmu lagi
walaupun harus menghiba
agar kau tetap di sini
lihat aku duhai sayangku
salahkah bila diriku terlalu mencintaimu
jangan tanyakan mengapa
karena ku tak tahu
Yxoxo luvs
2:03 AM
05 September 2006
spotted
day went bad
way way wrong for both of us
wat can I say
guys are egoistic morons
aggressive idiots whu just wana show whu's boss
heartless creatures on earth
insensitive, crappy, foul-mouthed assholes
and shallow-minded buffaloes
yes, I am so mad
I am mad coz I have to go thru it all
I am mad coz I have to endure, persevere n tolerate
I am mad coz my words are of no use at all
I am mad coz I am innocent
and I am mad coz guys are all of the above!
I am tired of all dis shit
and I am tired of clearing up things dat have gone so bad
I am obviously not in d wrong
and obviously not the root of your f***ing temper
and dere's no way we can talk
dere's no way we can resolve disputes
coz watever dat come out from my mouth
are merely nonsensical and empty nags to you
so, am I to be blame for dat?
dats your way of accepting things
your perception from your blardy shallow mind
Im so sick of taking d blame all d time
and swallowing every single insults and threats
you throw at me, its time to
S T O P
You're no better than d ex
and you've proven me right
and I hate it!
Im beginning to hate our love,
our relationship, n mostly you
please dont let me go on..
but
I wan to love you, cherish our love
our once-beautiful relationship
so whuever read dis,
pls pls pls
tell it to him on my behalf
as I said earlier,
we cant have a decent conversation animore
greatly appreciated
Yxoxo luvs
3:18 AM
04 September 2006
spotted
Late night beach affair is always my thing
D quiet ambience, d breeze, d waves
all adds up to a beautiful peaceful nite
dis is where I can hv peace
mentally and emotionallyand after soo long,
finally I managed to unleash my inner self
total coolness------------------------------------------
anihoos, i have to butt in and let
y o u hv a piece of my mind
wat the heck lar y o u
its obvious dat
y o u are totally
inferior to Dhaher fashion, her hair, her color, her clothes, her walk
her talk, her blog, her tags, her frens
u dunt hv them all and dat SUCK
boohoohoowhuever d f***
y o u are
anonymous, tagger, watever shit u kol urselfget a life.. a S I M P L E life
too bad, nobody is interested in ur plain boring self
tsktskand to add on to ur list of total bitch-misery
Dha is having her F U N all da time
Yxoxo luvs
1:26 PM
03 September 2006
spotted
last minute picnic has nvr fail my family
the last minute shopshop at petrol stations
the uneatable snacks, d gassy drinks, d tent
but today dere's a difference
8 packets of Changi Nasi Lemakwic i snidely commented,
"tauke tu kejap je leh gain $16 fr u lar.."ez moolahs huh
hurhuraniwaes d kids had fun,
d uncle n d bros chatted away
n we girls, well... bitched away too
wat can i say, mummy was such a great story-teller
u rawk lar mum!
woooohoooooooooooooo--------------------------------
on a jealous-mode note,
*screams
Are u having fun Nanz n BB??
arghhh
i wan my ole-ole.. i dunt care
*bluek
Yxoxo luvs
3:17 AM
01 September 2006
spotted
2006 marks d 5th yr my dad's gone
held a mini close-gathering tahlil at hm
d loss is stil in our hearts, but nt as much nw
stil, he's olways remembered
amin
anihoos, d homecooked food was yummy
finger L I C K I N G good
feast ur eyes people
but too bad, I get to eat!
hurhur
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since i received overwhelming compliments
from d souls abt my new hairdo,
ive decided to post sumore
well, to boost up my vanity-egoistic self
tsktsk
so nanz, snipsnip faster faster
and streak streak
Dha too..... whhoooooooooooooooop
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to luvly Nanz n BB,
enjoy ur Batam getaway
and bring back... u noe wat larr *grins
ehem...
dunt be notty..........................
whhooooooooooooooop
Yxoxo luvs
11:00 PM
