01 March 2007
spotted
u noe, life is tuff lately
more work, more stress, even more shit
taking tings as it is
dumping tings all the time
but..
love has been hard on me too
heated moments any other day
making up continuosly
and sumhow, efforts are wasted
seriously
all tis made me tink even more
even deeper than before
and stil,
I cant differentiate my heart and my gut
two difficult tings for me to tell apart
so frustrating
the "serious talk"..
didnt go smoothly
scared as I am, I tried to hide
pulling a front showing interest
and again.. Im not prepared..
Yes Dee.. it happened again
like u said, he's serious
tink Im not, not at tis kinda conversation
U see, he mapped out everything
the flow was supposed to be smooth-sailing
BUT.
me
I ditched everything.. stupid me kan
and now, he wants to forget abt it all,
til the day turn to fantasy,
tats wen we wil talk again..
*bad days ahead*
Yxoxo luvs
10:23 AM